im n0t my 0wn (originally ‘starring role’ by marina and the diamonds’) - off-broadway aradia

okay, so i’ll be the first to admit this doesn’t rock too hard. my mic is out of commission, this sounds like it was recorded in a fucking shower omg no, oh well REDO LATER

this is just to tide you guys over uvu

cover by jokerace!!

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more (better) aradia songs here hehehe

lyrics:

y0uve made me str0ng made me like y0u

im what y0u wanted m0st but when y0u l00k at me

i alm0st miss being a gh0st

y0uve turned me t0 a machine

if i c0uld id feel depressed

cause the reas0n f0r my emptiness is ticking in my chest

s0 y0u l0ve me big fucking deal

it d0esnt matter h0w y0u feel

s0 y0u l0ve me n0t a big deal

i w0nt let y0u change what i feel

and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart

because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart

y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de

than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn

s0metimes i try t0 hurt y0u s0 i feel in c0ntr0l

cause y0uve f0rced me t0 ad0re y0u when id rather be al0ne

fed up with y0ur fantasies they c0ver what is wr0ng

c0me 0n baby lets just part ways cause we d0nt get al0ng

y0u and s0llux y0u b0th meant well  

i send my best regards fr0m hell

and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart

because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart

y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de

than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn

i never sent f0r l0ve i never had a heart t0 mend

because bef0re the start began i always saw the end

yeah i wait f0r y0u t0 realize just what y0uve d0ne t0 me

but n0things g0nna change y0ur mind i must set myself free

yeah i must set myself free

and im surprised it t00k this l0ng t0 tear myself apart

because ive had a time b0mb where i 0nce had a heart

y0u kn0w id rather run away id rather burn bleed and expl0de

than carry a l0ve thats n0t my 0wn

im n0t my 0wn