ovarian cyst rupture—by far!
i don’t know how people in intense pain manage to scream, i couldn’t make a sound. i got really sweaty and really felt like i was going to vomit, the pain was incredible. i remember thinking (if it can be called thinking, i was basically an animal haha) that it was white hot. i don’t know what that means now, but it was white hot, and i was putting intense pressure on my abdomen with my hands without even realizing it. it was like i was trying to hold my guts in or something. really surreal.